AidelMaidel is back . . . with a vengeance

Discussing the difficult situation in which she now finds herself (divorced for a year, with two pre-schoolers), she asks Hashem to get mad at someone else .

Looking at both the past and the future, she tries to explain the way her mind works (oy, another "cockeyed pessimist"), and why she finds it difficult to relax even when she's just going on one date.